Monday, February 20, 2006

holding on...

a newborn patient died last night and while the parents were weeping, they said, "thank you baby for giving us the opportunity to be with you and care for you even for just 3 weeks. thank you baby for giving us the chance to love you even for a little while!"

i almost cried right there and then because that's exactly how i feel for you (minus the dying part)!

you entered my life without a warning and instantly my pathetic existence was assaulted with so much joy and contentment. i was never looking for love or commitment because they never made me happy before. when you came it's like as if everything in my life turned 360* and you brought more meaning and happiness into my life than a couple of years i have living alone and pretending i was happy and contented. you have no idea how happy you made me while you were with me everyday for a little more than a month. you have no idea how much you made me feel so loved and lucky to have found you. and i would like to take this opportunity to let you know that i love you very, very much and that i would be very lucky if you give me the chance to love you and care for you until we're old. i have to tell you these because you deserved these and more.

i don't want to let you go without telling you how great you are...

i don't want to let you go without telling you how lucky i am that you messaged me first...

i don't want to let you go without saying thank you for giving me the opportunity to love you and care for you...

i don't want to let you go without saying i love you very much...

i don't want to let you go!

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