mi vuelvo loco

i got a wrong number today.

the caller was a moron (obviously, he has achieved "slowness" in more than one aspects of his life!). he "wasn't sure" (as quoted) what numbers he dialled but he's sure he dialled the right numbers and he's looking for his friend. he wouldn't stop. he called several times.

well, since i'm the only one living here and he's not my friend, i told him to "go forth and multiply" (the more cerebrally-enhanced person would know that this is not how the actual phrase was said!.... ok, i told him to "f_ck off!")

before he hang up, he told me i was crazy.

this got me into thinking.

how do you define this?

by the book? which means, you are considered strange in relation to your non-conformity to the social and cultural norms within the society that you currently belong and that this strangeness has affected your life in more ways than one making you dysfunctional.

am i guilty of this?

do i like doing what other consider worth-doing? - NO

do i care what other people think? - NO

do i conform? - NO

do i fit into some subtypes people designed to label people? - YES(the strange ones, i guess)

do i have a nagging desire to be considered normal? - NO

am i normal? - NO

do i have a pleasant optimistic view of the human plight? - MAYBE (then again, maybe not!)

i asked myself a lot of other questions ranging from the deep (do i want my life to be purposeful? - MAYBE) to shallow (will changing my hairstyle affect the essence of life, my life? - YES; everybody else's life? - YES), to insignificant (will my optimism in the philippine government affect the politicians' decisions.... insignificant because they never think of anybody else's good but theirs. this has always been their major goal!).

these thoughts got me occupied for at least a couple of minutes.

nothing compares to the idiocy of a moronic wrong number caller to trigger an existential crisis!


do i even care? - HELL NO!

everybody's doin' it!!!

no, it's not what you think! (altough, in all honesty, whatever it is you are thinking, i might be doing that too!!!)

i'm talking about friendster blog.

i'm tired of hearing friends and family say: "friendster blog is blah, blah, blah.... try it, blah, blah, blah... i'm boring, blah, blah, blah..."

and right now - i'm bored...

so, i jumped into that bandwagon!

this is the site: (just click) PAZUZU690'S FRIENDSTER BLOG

and, let the show begin!