tonight (12/28/04) reunion with college friends.... 

Xed - mas!

okay, so christmas is supposed to be the most meaningful holiday/holy day (and there's nothing wrong with that coz this world needs a lot of meaning...) but why do people have the compulsion to tell others to be nice to people who you have been avoiding the whole year?

if you are a genuinely good person, that means you would've been friends with them even before christmas (and not wait for the end of the year)...

if you have been avoiding them the whole year that just mean one thing - there's no way you want to be near these people, not even on christmas...

i thought people value honesty (translation: i don't like those people!) & they want people to be real (translation: this is me. i'm a biyatch. accept that and be my friend or get out of the fvck*ng way!)

people around are flashing their smiles to people they wanted dead from january to november...

they act as if christmas will never be complete if they will not become fake, plastic carricatures of their original beings....

in this alternate reality, christmas has become a necessary evil. if only to remind humanity that the only thing keeping us from ripping each other apart is hypocrisy...

try to be happy this christmas...

but above all be real....

be you...